I’ve been telling people that if I’d known how much fun gaining would be, I’d have started years ago. That’s not exactly true though. I knew how much I’d love gaining; after all, I’d been fantasizing about gaining since my early 20s, when I discovered Belly Builders.
So why did I wait so long?
Fear.
I was afraid of what people would think of me if I got fat. I had always been the skinny one, the one who works out. What would my friends and family say? Well now that I’ve gained some some weight (about 44 lbs. since November 15), I’ve discovered that family and friends don’t really say much. People are too polite, generally, to point out that you’re getting fat. Oh, I’ve gotten a few comments, but for the most part, people are too busy with their own lives to worry about someone else’s weight.
I was afraid that no one would ever find me attractive if I got fat. Although, I was turned on by seeing guys get fat, I was convinced that no one would want to see me get fat. Well, it turns out that some of you guys out there like seeing me fat. That’s very gratifying, let me tell you. But more important than that, I feel sexier and more attractive the fatter I get. Even when I was really buff, I never felt like this.
I was afraid that getting fat would ruin my health. Well, although I think the hysteria about being overweight is overblown, it’s probably true that, all things being equal, I’d be healthier if I were thin. So what? Anyone can live a perfectly safe, perfectly healthy life: never drink, never smoke, never drive over the speed limit, never get a tan, never overeat. But what kind of life is that? And guess what? Skinny people die too, skinny people get heart disease and diabetes and high blood pressure. What skinny people don’t get is the pleasure of being fat.
Most of all, I was afraid to let myself be happy. It takes courage to really live your life rather than just hedging all your bets, worrying constantly whether you’re doing the “right” thing. Getting fat makes me feel great: sexy, self-confident, and bold. It’s an incredible, and liberating, feeling.
Still, I don’t think I’d ever have taken the plunge if I hadn’t been inspired by three very special internet gainers. Who are they? Well, in my next few posts, I’ll tell you who they are and how each one of them made me want to be a bigger man. Stay tuned.
I’m…rather jealous. In January I put on 15# and was inordinately proud of myself. In February, I stalled. You have managed 48# in 3 months. My mind is filled with questions, but I’m thinking that it’s no great secret to eating your way to 48# in 90 days.
Congratulations.
Hi!
I have the same fears… this is why i’m gaining slowly for the moment… But your feelings encourage me !
Your weight gain is really impressive, continue !
Hope you post soon new vids..
Glad to see you experiencing the happiness you deserve
Also hope you share that happiness with us in some updated photos and vids 
You look so terrific inflated 
can’t wait for the newest photos…i know u have some spicey (or is that high fat content) trix up your “too tight” sleeve!
I am so turned on. I want to get fat too now!
It was interesting to read your perceptions. We live with such weight on our shoulders from society, family, religion… and we desire to live up to those expectations, even to the risk of making ourselves miserable. Like you, I’m starting to realize that most people tend to accept us for who we are if we are able to accept ourselves. As for the health arguments, yeah, me too, I’m half convinced I’m going to contract type II diabetes before reaching the next 10 kilos !! But, well, maybe you’ll catch it first! Ha ! Nah, you look great…